I'm bound-n-determined to be grateful for 30 consecutive days whether I feel like it or NOT!
LOL
Today I am grateful I didn't have to spend all day in pain like I spent all last night. I went to bed with a headache, which rapidly turned into a migraine, and I was unable to pinpoint its cause. In the night I got up and took some Excedrin Migraine and two Aleve thinking that if my neck muscles could relax I'd be feeling better, and in the night my head somehow began to feel better. All day today I have felt as though I'm on the verge of a headache, though not like it was last night. Plus I've been super tired... could it be from taking two Aleve at some early hour of the morning? Very possible. I get really tired when I take Aleve or Benadryl.
I took the day off. Normally I would push myself to do things I know I should do, such as finish cleaning up the apartment and repaint those walls... but I was just so exhausted from the move, the stress, the concern over money, that I just could hardly move. I took the day off. Tomorrow, however, will be another thing entirely. I have to get back over there and finish cleaning so that I can paint so that I can get (hopefully) our deposit back!
It's the only time in... YEARS that I have stayed my entire length of the contract, given appropriate notice and left the place clean and tidy. Now normally, I do leave a place clean and tidy, but I don't always stay as long as I think I will, and I certainly don't always give notice... I really believe my gypsy lifestyle has a lot to do with being bi-polar. Not an excuse; just sayin'.
So this time I did, and I'm very content within myself that I did what I was supposed to do, and that makes me feel good inside. Now, to get on with really stretching out and living, in our new lovely home!!
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