When I forget to be gratefully aware, I find myself easily bored, or when that comes to full term, depressed.
Today I was not grateful for anything. I just went about my day doing a whole lot of little sewing projects, irritated because I have no money (due to mismanagement) to buy the next round of things that will help those projects continue. For instance, I finished up a bunch of little stuff toys, but can't stuff them because I don't have money for gas to get to the fabric store or money to buy the stuffing.
I made Tim's pj's, but have no money for buttons.
So I wait.
I don't wait well. I don't do "in the meantime" well. But I live so much of my life IN the meantime you'd think it would be old hat. It's not.
So today I am having to look a little deeper for gratitude and I came up with a couple. First, it's a good temperature in my house... and cold outside. I have lights and the ability to use my electric appliances because my Pay As You Go account for electricity did not run out before the end of the month. I will have more money in a few days, and my power did not get shut off. That's awesome.
I'm grateful I live alone (or with Timmy who really doesn't care) because no man I know would enjoy it as COLD in my house as I like it. :) That's all for now. I'm going to go eat some oatmeal, and be grateful for it.
Ruby Lane Farm and Garden is now functioning. We have chickens and goats and dogs and a cat and even a rabbit! Farming is a labor of love, and being a Farmgirl is a Condition of the Heart. The goal is simple: Raise my own food from garden to bacon; grow enough to share with others and run a cottage industry to fund Ruby Lane. This has long been a dream of mine.
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Sunday, November 28, 2010
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